Yesterday I listened to Zitaos song “I'm the Sovereign” for the first time and it has been on repeat since. This song gives me a special feeling I can’t describe. First of all his voice is really amazing. When he was in EXO, you almost never heard his singing voice; so hearing it now makes me wonder why SME never let him sing.
Second of all the start of the song gives me the chills. That opening is just so damn perfect and the fact that, that part is in the song too makes the song even better.
Third of all I have always loved Taos rap, so I really like the part where he is rapping, and the beat is pretty catching too. I can’t sit still when this song plays.
The video is pretty awesome too, and Tao is so damn cute, even though he tries to be a bad-ass.
tirsdag den 26. januar 2016
Chase Coy - Lullaby
Today I lost my best friend. He was a part of my family and has been for 13 years. It was hard watching him take his last breath, and it was hard saying goodbye, but he was sick and old, and he is in a better place now. I guess I will be sad for a while and I will miss him, but he will always be with me in my heart.
It will be hard coming home without him waiting for me at the door and it will be hard not to be able to pet him every time I need comfort, because he was always very good at comforting me. My life will probably be a bit empty for a while, because he was a big part of my life, but every time I’ll get sad and miss him I will think about how great it was to have him in my life for 13 years and how great it was to be there when he left this world. Letting him know that I was there for him and that I loved him. We will probably get another dog at some point, but this dog, my best friend, will always have a special place in my heart. 13 years is a long time and I can’t really remember my life before him. I was 8 when we got him, so that is probably why.
Goodbye Madsen. You were my best friend and my family. I will forever miss you and I will never stop thinking about you. I love you.
onsdag den 13. januar 2016
Sometimes I really love to listen to old songs. They always bring back a lot of memories.
It’s weird though; there is this one song I listen to, from time to time. Every time I listen to it, the memories come back to me and run around in my head like a freaking film. You know just like, when you are watching the best clip from a film. That is how this song makes me feel. Whenever I listen to it, all the best memories from that time come back to me, just like in a film. I can see it before me. The worst part about it, is that when I’m alone, the memories feel like reality, but then it is like I wake up and realise that no matter how much I want to go back, I’m stuck in this shitty present, without the one I love the most and it kills me.